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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2006|11:13 am]
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So I have decided to start using this again. So lately when I have been recieving my mail it has been nothing in good in it. I am not just talking about the bills that come everyday. But more like shit from the RMV. Apparently my license has been suspended and my plates are being cancelled on the 29th of this month. However, I keep getting conflicting shit in the mail. I got a letter two days earlier that said I have a hearing this thursday at the RMV in Springfield to discuss it and if I attend a safe drivers course then my license does not get suspended. I am so confused right now. I definately cannot have a suspended license I have to drive to get back and forth to work to pay the bills. It isnt like I just live down the street from work and can walk there. I live 40 minutes away from my job. I am going to stress that and see what happens. There is no way I can loose my license for whatever amount of time. If I lose my license then my insurance gets cancelled. If my insurance gets cancelled then I have to pay my entire policy upfront. Which is like 3k easily. So there goes having insurance. There goes having my car. There goes my life! I really don't know what to do right now. I am in such a fucking bind. I am so pissed. My jetta isn't sold yet. I need that to be gone, my bills are backing up once again. Its rediculous. I hate it all! The only thing that has been keeping me sane is my boi. Thank god for him. :)

I'm outta here.
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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2006|12:27 pm]
star_struck16
Well its been about three months or so since I have last updated this LJ thing. I always forget about it, however, I was on Ken's myspace and I saw that he had and LJ so I made the huge decision to add him... Well in the past three months there have been a lot of things occuring in the little life of Erik. I got a new car, not the Audi that I posted about, but rather a 2005 Dodge Magnum. Its blue with a black interior... Need I say it is a very sexy and hotttttt car! Cait, Andrew (my brother) and I took it down to Philly so see RENT on stage. It was awesome need I say more? The day after I got back from Philly, I got in a car accident with the Magnum, so that took over a month to get it fixed and yet I am still battling with the insurance company over more shit that has to be paid for on it. It would of probalby of been cheaper just to total it.. right? Sooooo.... I am still working at Coffee Pause, I guess I am an assistant manager of Inventory. Which is cool but the pay sucks. I figure if I just stick it out and work there for a while the pay will get better and since the CEO really likes me I know I can go far. I enjoy what I do, I just do love it. But what are you gonna do right? Not many people even enjoy there job, so I am grateful for that. My landlord, Tami, is re-doing the house. I am really happy about that. The new bath went in upstairs, the third floor is finished, the new Kitchen with hottt granite counters is going in next week, the exterior is getting painted and my studio apt is getting redone. And after all that, Tami is putting in a new bathroom for the master bedroom and redoing that room by ripping down some walls and making a walk-in closet and all that fun stuff. So a lot is going on at the house. The lawn needs to be mowed again but this heat is rediculous!!! I love it I must say... I enjoy the warmth. I would rather be hott than cold. Would you agree? Probably not. So I have this awesome boyfriend named Josiah. We started dating about two months ago and made it an official relationship almost a month ago!!! Tomorrow will be the official one month date. I am so happy! Time just flies when you're having fun and more importantly, having fun with someone you care about and who cares about you! We are like two peas in a pod. Complete dorks at heart and definately like little kids. He lives out in Malden. This town outside of Boston. I am generally out there for the most part every weekend, or he comes down to see me. But with the house being in shackles it gets kinda tough at times to come down here. I am excited that it will be done in the next week or so. Life will finally be back to normal and I can have my living room set back and all that jazz! Its going to be awesomeness. I can't wait to park my car in the garage again. Which brings up something else... I have my Jetta for sale.Its a 1996 black ext and black int. New clutch, cat converter, front and rear O2 sensors, engine mount, r fr headlight, radiator hose... Runs great just needs a home! Send me an email if you want to know more... erikp_jensen@hotmail.com or im me (withak16) ...sometimes I dont get insant messages bc my computer is retarded. Sooo needless to say life is wonderful for the most part. Money is always tight but thats nothing new. So other than all that, I am on my lunch break and signing outta here! Hope all is well with everyone. Hit me up on myspace.... www.myspace.com/inamorato05


Peace out Homies!!

-_ErIk_-
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2006|08:39 pm]
star_struck16
[Current Location |home]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |I'll Be with you in Apple Blossom Time- The Andrew's Sisters]

I'll be with you in apple blossom time.
I'll be with you and change your name to mine.
One day in May, I'll hear you say,
"Happy the bride the sun shines on today."

What a wonderful wedding there will be.
What a wonderful day for you and me.
Church bells will chime.
You will be mine
In apple blossom time.
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New Car!!!! [Apr. 24th, 2006|08:43 pm]
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Well . . . Yet again, its been about six months so its time for a change of vehicles, but this time for damn good. I was out and about today and I saw a car in a dealership by my house so I pulled in. I was debating whether to take it for a test drive or not. But I did anyways. I am always in that dealerhsip so I figured why not? So I get in the car and I test drive it, fall in love with it. I picked up a friend and we continued the test drive and it is just one hell of a fuckin sweet ride!!!!!!! The funny thing is that five minutes before I pulled into the dealership my brother was in and purchased our first company vehicle. Kind of exciting :-P  . . . So the car that I hopefully will get, and will know tomorrow for sure is a 2002 Audi A6 Quattro, black leather interior, silver exterior and every single bell and whistle you can think of. Heres a link to a similar one: http://cgi.ebay.com/ebaymotors/Audi-A6-2002-AUDI-A6-QUATTRO-SEDAN-ONE-OWNER_W0QQcmdZViewItemQQcategoryZ6004QQitemZ4631244247QQrdZ1     ... I am just praying that the loan actually goes through. The guy at the dealership has no doubt that it will go through. He gave me an amazing deal on it so we'll see what happens! My first luxury car!!!! Wish me luck!

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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2006|10:28 am]
star_struck16
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |Stardust]

Stardust


And now the purple dust of twilight time
Steals across the meadows of my heart
Now the little stars, the little stars pine
Always reminding me that we're apart
You wander down the lane and far away
Leaving me a love that cannot die
Love is now the stardust of yesterday
The music of the years gone by.

Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely nights
Dreaming of a song
That melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you
When our love was new
And each kiss an inspiration
Ah, but that was long ago
Now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song

Beside a garden wall
Where stars are bright
You are in my arms
That nightingale tells its fairy tale
of paradise where roses grew
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
my stardust melody
The memory of love's refrain.

Ah, but that was long ago
Now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song

Beside a garden wall
Where stars are bright
You are in my arms
That nightingale tells its fairy tale
of paradise where roses grew
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
my stardust melody
The memory of love's refrain.


I love this song!
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The Move [Jan. 2nd, 2006|07:57 am]
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I hope everyone has had a wonderful new year! I know I did :) My bro, Cait, Mary and I went to UCONN to my cousins place for his New Years party. Partied it up, woke up with a wonderful hangover. Cait was nice and drove home and then I hung out at my rents house, took a shower and then took off to go back to my place.
Its so different being on my own. For the better of course. My parents and I are already talking to each other. We aren't fighting. Mom doesn't act like a bitch to me, dad is opening up more. They helped me move in as well. It was a little rough the first night, just like it would of been if I were to move into a dorm room. I got my entire living room all set up, my bedroom is pretty much done, just waiting for my brother to come up, my bureau is in the back of his truck. Once my bureau makes its way there, the remainder of my clothes will have a home. I have my satellite hooked up but something funny is going on with the reciever, it worked and then it stopped. So I am talking to Tami, my landlord. She's awesome! No internet until next week or maybe even the week after. Lets hope its sooner than that. With no internet and no t.v., literally there is not much to do. I've been watching almost the whole season of Laguna Beach on DVD. I am now addicted to that show. So things are going good, its a nice drive out to where I am. Thorndike, Mass. . . What a name. The house is righ on the river and my bedroom and one of my living room windows looks out over the river which has these decent size rapids. It is quite loud. Tonight will be my third night in the house. I'm getting used to it slowly. It will take the rest of the week to really get used to it. I get to park my car in the garage so thats nice. No more dealing with wiping snow off the car.
I haven't really been looking for a relationship at this point. Just kind of taking a break for a while. I haven't had one in about two months, its been kind of nice. Probably will be looking for one in a little while, or I just may wait until school gets out so I can really concentrate on school this semester. I am finally going to switch my major over to massage therapy. We'll see how that goes and how much I like it. I don't see why I wouldn't like it, but you never know!
So other than what I have now posted, things have been going pretty good, but now its time to sit here at work and wait for the phone to ring. Been here since 730 and not one phone call. Its now 810. YaY.
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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2005|11:52 pm]
star_struck16
[mood |sadsad]

I feel as though the past two years of my life were a waster. I don't feel like explaining right now, but I just feel that way, and it definately does suck.
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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2005|11:14 pm]
star_struck16
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Silence is a virtue]

Lately I have been feeling so lonely and so helpless. Everywhere I go, Everything I do. All I see is loneliness. I don't know what I am doing. I don't know where I am going. I don't know what I want to do. I wake up everyday so lost and just in a daze. No one seems to care, I can't stand my family anymore. Its not them, its me. I don't know what is happening to myself. I hate this stage of life. Its probably one of the worst stages. I've got that constant shitty feeling where I feel as though I have to do everything right so people don't get mad at me and I just don't want that anymore. As I was out today just shopping, I was watching people. Observing the way people dress, talk and interact. As I was in big lots today buying some gift wrap I saw this man. One that was dressed in a janitors wear and had big greasey hands and a big ole' beard, like a back woods type of guy. I noticed that he couldn't afford much and he was probalby struggling to get by, whereas this other woman was walking through the store going "I've never been in such a shit hole in my life." I guess that started my whole night off as just kinda being crappy. I didn't know how to feel, I started thinking a lot and I am still lost. I know I want to go to college, but I just don't know when. I've done a semester and decided that its definately the worst thing in life, other than being lost. I know I want to get an apt. and already have been approved for one. . . Its just making sure everything else gets paid in full. I know I want to be living the high life right now, but I know thats not going to happen. I know I want my family and friends to live a long life and I pray for that to happen everyday. But what I don't know is what the next step in my life should be. I don't know if the choices I am making right now are for the good or the bad. I wish I had all the answers, but life is not just going to hand me everything, not going to hand me the answers, its myself who must live through the choices I make everyday and accept the outcomes. Maybe one day I will know. But until then, life's a bitch and thats all there is to it.
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Papa I miss You [Dec. 14th, 2005|09:43 am]
star_struck16
[mood |sadTeary Eyed]
[music |Stardust]

I miss you and Love you Papa!

William J. McLellan
1925 - 2005
FEEDING HILLS - William J. McLellan, 80, of Feeding Hills, died at home on Monday, Oct. 24, 2005, surrounded by his family. Born in Holyoke, MA, on April 6, 1925, he was the son of the late William and Hazel (McAllister) McLellan. He graduated from West Springfield High School in 1942 and served in the Army Air Corp during WW II. He worked for Urell, Inc., in Watertown, MA as a Manufacturer's Representative, retiring in 1988 after thirty-five years of service. Bill was the past President of the Agawam YMCA and a member of the Agawam Planning Board. He was an avid bowler and golfer throughout his life, and spent his retirement traveling with his wife extensively throughout the United States in their motor home. He was a communicant of Sacred Heart Church. He leaves his wife of fifty-four years, Gloria A. (Caruso) McLellan, two daughters and their husbands, Karen M. and Donald Conkey of Pembroke, MA, Robin A. and Paul Jensen of Agawam, a son and his wife, William T. and Eve McLellan of Glastonbury, CT, six grandchildren, Megan, Evan and Colin Conkey, Amy, Erik and Andrew Jensen, a brother and his wife, Kenneth and Sally McLellan of Beaumont, TX and many nieces and nephews. The funeral will be Thursday at 8 a.m. from the Agawam Funeral Home, 184 Main Street with a Mass in Sacred Heart Church at 9. Burial will follow in the Massachusetts Veterans Memorial Cemetery. Calling hours are Wednesday from 2 - 4 and 6 - 8 p.m. Donations may be made to the Visiting Nurse & Hospice, 50 Maple Street, Box 9058, Springfield, MA 01102-9058.
Published in The Republican on 10/25/2005.
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(no subject) [Dec. 12th, 2005|01:34 am]
star_struck16
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
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